Saturday, September 15, 2012

Home At Last!

Well folks Master has sent out the posting on His first day with sissy. i have had the absolute joy of the last two days getting to know her in real life...and guess what? She is exactly the same as she is in SL. So i really didn't have to get to know her. i have known her all along. Wanna know somthin' else? she is every bit as much an angel as she is in pixel form too. And unlike at the beginning of the last two years, this time it really did fall out of the box perfect! But let me get to the whole thing from the start!

First, apparently there were a lot of words tossed around when folks found out i had spent the first night at a hotel in town so Master and sis could have some time together. People were telling Master and sis (and leaving me IMs too) words like "amazing" and "inspiration". I have to admit...i don't feel that way. I don't feel heroic or special. All i did is what i felt was right. Master and i have lived together for nearly three years now. And when i arrived it was just U/us. W/we have had a very long time to form that special bond. i fully believed that sis and Master deserved at least one night! One night where there was no weirdness, no awkwardness. Sis could settle into her home, Master could cuddle His long lost girl, and when i got home it would fresh and rested. Not out of the sweat shop. Sis would have had a chance to get over the flight and good nights sleep. Time for the serious one on one face to face with Master you really only CAN do when you are face to face.

And so Master picked me up the next day at the hotel and brought me home to my sis. It was the most wonderful moment. I saw her come out of the hall and that brief look of uncertainty. Her wide, dark eyes held that first breath of fear. And that is all i really remember for a moment because just that look alone and i burst into tears. She is beyond beautiful and the inner light you feel when you talk to her online...its all around her. i cried and gave my sis the hug i had been saving for so long. i told her "welcome home sissy! i missed you!". And she answered "I really am home". That is how it feels too. Like W/we have all lived here all along, just separate for a while.

In class i tell people the poly dynamic does not just fall out of the box perfect. it takes years of communication and time to build that bond of trust. You have to go through the hoops, the balls of fire, miscommunication, insecurity, self doubt, personal clashes, all with your heart on your sleeve and the HONEST desire to make it work. Not just one in the dynamic, but ALL in the dynamic. It is hard work. But there is a huge bonus if you  plan on eventually becoming an RL poly. The work is all done. Once the physical part of the move was done, W/we all realized W/we have been together all along. Sissy fell out of her moving box and the whole puzzle was completed.

Master, sis and i have spent the last couple of days gabbing, shopping, gabbing, cooking, gabbing, spending time with the kids, shopping again, gabbing....you get the idea. It really does feel exactly the same as when W/we are sitting in SL in family time. Only now, family time is any time W/we are under the same roof. Not just when W/we all have time to log in. The house feels full now. Light, happy, alive and full. It is not a house in waiting. It truly is a home.

Well, i just wanted to send out this little blurb and let E/everyone know all is going so amazing. And now i am going to post this so i can get back to my family!!

3 comments:

  1. So happy for all of you Sarah...keep us posted. :)

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  2. Ahhh Sarrah that is just beautiful I am so glad that things are going so wonderfully for your family. Thank you for sharing and letting us see a truely amazing dynamic. Much love to you and your family.

    Lobo and Grace.

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  3. Sarrah your story has moved me to tears of joy for you and Alisha. I so enjoyed taking your class for submissives and listening to your steady, calming voice of wisdom. I also was able to sit in on a couple of discussions where Alisha was moderator. You are both wonderful women and I feel it an honor to have met you and to be but a small part of the Sos family in SL. Thank you both so much for being there. Janey Enderfield

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